Mr Chonks wrote:
Ask for suggestions
Ignore suggestions
Get uppity when aforementioned suggestions are pointed out in frustration
Rinse and repeat
Step away from the keyboard
Ask for suggestions.
Get told read 18 pages.
Start to, get confused.
I didn't get uppity I just pointed out that I had tried to read the thread after numerous posts telling me to do so.
I've obviously missed a couple of posts. Hardly surprising given how all over the place I am right now.
Meaning both mentally and the fact I'm home/away a lot because I need to be watched. It's not easy changing all of your meds after 8 years. Or rather, removing two completely and having to go through withdrawal and learn to cope without them again.
You'd be amazed at what sort of shit my brain is back to doing having been dormant for 8 years. Like not being able to focus, wanting to do other things and jumping to them and so on.
I missed things enough before, now it's even worse.
But no, I'm just an arsehole. Yeah that's for sure the reason.